Wanted to post this before i go to bed. Just my story for my followers no sympathy wanted…

This picture was taken 10 years ago. I was 5 and now im 15 :) I NEVER had it easy in life, I was born in Greenboro NC. But Moved to Parma Ohio thats when i went into foster care when i was in first grade just because my brother couldn’t pass the 9th grade :o . Ever since then my life has been down hill. Everyone says how much they love their mom. I wish i honestly didn’t have a mother. She treats me like im nothing. In the winter when i was 10 my mother let me wear this little $20 scarf to school. I would regret that coming home because i left it at school. I Came home and she was asking me about the scarf making a long story short she beat me half to death over a scaf stomping my throat throwing glass at me telling me how i was a mistake and wasn’t shit. It kept going day after day the name calling me fat ugly dumb bitch everything you could think of, a 10 year old shouldn’t hear that from their mother. After that day i never smiled again. I Later ended up telling my mother about me being Bisexual and things have been worse… If it wasn’t for my father I don’t know if id even be alive right now. Multiple times ive put myself in the hospital just because i broke down everyday ive never been right in the head anymore. I seem pretty cool I treat everyone good i NEVER call ANYONE out their name or disrespect them cause i know how it feels, its a never ending pain inside like you’ll never be good enough. I’m major insecure i know i’m not ugly but i dont feel pretty enough. I Get told im beautiful gorgeous but i don’t feel it. Everyday i go through SOMETHING because i’m known as the “Gay Hoe, Bitch, Slut, Settie,” just because of mistakes i made at a young age but mainly the “Gay Girl” . I Hate that shit like im just like everyone else HUMAN. I was born the same way everyone else was so what gives anyone the right to put a label on me. But i’m learning to accept my self and give Society the middle finger if they don’t like how i am. That kinda of sums it up.. Just felt like my followers should know something about me.

(Source: lalaa-lovee)

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